The one where she's all mine!

Sometimes i look at this

sweet, crazy, loud,

dancing, twirling,whirling

little girl and i can't believe she's mine.

am i lucky or what!

The one where we all have a dream.

i asked eliza what she wanted for lunch today,

 and like every other day the answer was,

"mac and cheese!!"

i knew the answer already, i was just hoping for a change

and lets be honest, i get sick of boiling water

for 8 minutes everyday.

so after making it i said,

"come and eat mac and cheese head"

to which she replied,

" mom, don't you know mac and cheese is my dream?"

I started laughing and then i thought

as i looked at my lame salad(it actually was quite good)

I know exactly how she feels.

i really wanted fries.

they are my dream.

The one where i'm feeling much better thankyou.

I took some pictures yesterday.

(check them out over here)

It made me feel better.

It also made me realize why I do this "picture" thing.

Because when i bring a mom here to proof,

and she squeal's with delight

it make me happy.

Not because i have done a good job, 

but because she see's her children in a different light.

And lets face it we all squeal when that happens.

The one with the foggy fog.

Have you ever had a day where

you feel like you are in a fog?

(or a foggy fog as Dora says)

Well that has been me for the

past 2 days.

Hair in bun.

No makeup.

No creativity in the clothing department.

House cluttery.

Pictures unedited.

Today has got to be better.

Maybe i'll start with a shower?

That always helps.

Why so foggy with this being my favorite time of year?

I don't know,

i'm going to pull myself up by the bootstraps, 

i'm going to listen to my Hillary Weeks CD

(don't mock, she has a beautiful voice and i have always

been a sucker for cheesy LDS music)

and try to have a better day.

I think it might be my attitude.

just a hunch.

The one with the love letter.

Dear Rain,(literally)

I've beenWaiting for you.

I Love You.

Bring it.

Sincerely,

Emily Carmack

The one where the dude loves to SK8.

sk8

The one where its in the air!

it's in the air, can you feel it!

fall, my favorite time of the year!

in honor of fall i made homemade

chicken noodle soup yesterday.

it just felt right.

i'm thinking of pumpkin squares tomorrow.

anyone want some.

stop by, because that's the kind of mood fall

puts me in.